There are some people in life who are perfectly content living alone and being alone. I am not one of those people. Maybe it was my conservative, Christian upbringing that gives me the desire to be partnered? Maybe it’s because my parents divorced when I was only five years old? I really don’t know.
Whatever the [...]
Alone
December 22nd, 2007 No Comments
Tags: boyfriend · depression · friends · lonely · podcamp · sex
Mental Illness
December 20th, 2007 No Comments
Mental illness is no laughing matter. It is also not something to be ashamed of. More people than you know suffer from mental illnesses. Unfortunately, in our society this is seen as a bad thing. Depression, panic attacks, learning disabilities, postpartum depression, moderate to severe anxiety, chronic narcissism, etc. can all be classified as mental [...]
Tags: depression · mental health · mental illness
Homoerotic Depression
December 19th, 2007 No Comments
We all get sad from time to time. As some may think, my issues are NOT caused by me being gay. It just isn’t so. I had a psychologist once that tried to pin all of my issues to my sexual orientation. Does that mean that all straight people suffer from depression because they aren’t [...]
Tags: depression · gay · glbt · homosexuality · sex
Who am I?
December 18th, 2007 No Comments
I dunno. The last several years have not been easy. I’ve moved yet again, I’ve lost and gained more weight than I care to admit, and I’ve changed jobs a few times. So, you say, “What’s the big deal, bitch?” Once upon a time… I was happy… about 22 or 23 [...]
Tags: depression · mental health · self
Tips for Coming Out
December 14th, 2007 3 Comments
Well, you’ve probably heard me before on the topic, but it’s time to give the official tips on coming out. I’m not out to scare you or tell you not to come out. On the other hand, I embrace your decision. It will be one of the most difficult ones you make in your life. [...]
Tags: coming out · depression · ex-gay · gay · glbt · sex
You do this for free???
August 3rd, 2007 3 Comments
Last year before PodCamp, I kept getting the question at work, “What’s a podcast?” That most certainly is not the question on everyone’s mind this year. Now I am getting, “Why in the hell do you do this for free?” While for me and thousands of podcasters and bloggers out there [...]
Tags: depression · gay · glbt · media · podcamp · sex
Book Gone Wrong
July 18th, 2007 No Comments
Below is the introduction from a book that I thankfully never completed. Let’s just say that the Word document was entitled: “Anti-inspiration.doc”. Hope you find it interesting?!?! Someone was in a mood that day… pass the Prozac, please.
Tags: depression · gay
First Found
July 17th, 2007 No Comments
Exactly eight years and two months ago I experienced my first sexual encounter. Since then I’ve wondered where that guy went and what he was doing now. Well, damn, if I didn’t find him on myspace! That encounter and lack of him not ever calling me that summer after college led me [...]
Tags: depression · gay · sex
Internal Battle
July 6th, 2007 1 Comment
I have this current ongoing battle with myself. I want to go out and do things but have to fight myself to do so. I AM up every invitation that comes my way but do not find myself going out alone. Still stuck in the house, I have let it go to hell and had [...]
Tags: depression · sex
Where I have been…
April 21st, 2007 No Comments
Here’s the list….
- Broken foot.- Car that’s a lemon.- Jason L. Cable vs. Ford Motor Company.- Working 70+ hours per week.- Depression.- Full-time in college.- Is that enough???- Oh, and stressed out.
Tags: depression





